Stressed the fuck out these days. School work is killing me slowly....Someone save me?

I remember it well
The first time that I saw
Your head around the door
'Cause mine stopped working

I remember it well
There was wet in your hair
I was stood in stare
And time stopped moving

I want you here tonight
I want you here
'Cause I can't believe what I found
I want you here tonight want you here
'Cause nothing is taking me down, down, down...

I remember it well
Taxied out of a storm
To watch you perform
And my ships were sailing

I remember it well
I was stood in your line
And your mouth, your mouth, your mind...

I want you here tonight
I want you here
'Cause I can't believe what I found
I want you here tonight want you here
Nothing is taking me down, down, down...

Except you my love. Except you my love...






Come all ye lost
Dive into moss
I hope that my sanity covers the cost
To remove the stain of my love
In paper mache

Come all ye reborn
Blow off my horn
I'm driving real hard
This isn't love, this is porn
God will forgive me
But I, I whip myself with scorn, scorn

I wanna hear what you have to say about me
Hear if you're gonna live without me
I wanna hear what you want
I remember December
And I wanna hear what you have to say about me
Hear if you're gonna live without me
I wanna hear what you want
What the hell do you want?



Damien Rice

History repeats itself

All causes and all effects. No college shit necessary to acknowledge it. Some call it love and some call it sex. opposites. Call it what you want, but with one touch and you’re gone, so call in sick. Human politics, from whispered hushes and distant crushes. Mental fits breakin’ pencil tips and inkin’ brushes. Simple rushes. God makes man, and this is the devil’s finishing touches. From dukes to duchesses and kings to queens. From dust to dust, this is the sinful theme. The scene for crack fiends and gun-packin’ teens High on vaccines, magazines and saccharine... love scream.

Genesis

Well, I figured I'd have to move on one day, just as parents would anticipate the day their kids would go off to college. By this I mean that I had to move on from xanga for both privacy and the need to start a new page in this book called my life. It's pretty funny flipping through my old xanga entries, and also intriguing to see how much I've grown throughout each year. At times, I can't even recognize my own writing because I was finding new alter egos for myself every year. Hopefully with all of my sage and wisdom from years of hardships, I'll be able to finally settle down on a clean path. Xanga was an outlet for all of the things that ever pissed me off or made me depressed. I guess it was good in a way for me to vent all of it out on my blog, but I've found that it also exposes yourself to the world. Self-reflection is not the only element of blogging, and I'm gonna try to be more lighthearted with this blog, and perhaps even less open cause some things are better left unsaid. I've come to accept that the past is the past, and there is no point dwelling upon it. So this is my genesis, and hopefully you guys will enjoy reading some of my future entries, and maybe even find a piece of yourself overshadowed by some of my entries. Anyways, congratulations to myself for my transition to blogspot and my first entry! =]